strange
i feel so strange at the minute.
on one hand i’m scared/excited for the drama exam tonight and the meal after, but i’m also upset as it is our last exam.
then stuff at home and in my life isn’t helping me as i just want to focus on my last week at school and passing my exams, but it doesn’t look like it will be a smooth ride. it never is.
why are things never simple? everything always happens at once, especially when it’s supposed to be one of the most important times in my school life.
my last week at school and i want to enjoy it to the full, but there are so many things distracting me. i know they can’t be controlled, it’s just bad timing.
oh well, life’s never easy right.
no matter how good my life is, i can’t help feeling something is missing.
it’s all for fucking attention! do us all a favour and shut up, no one gives a flying fuck you arsehole.
mammy.
i honestly love my mam so much. she is more like my best friend than a mam, and days like today have made me realise how much i love spending time with her!
yeah we argue like mad, but we always apologise after and have a little emotional moment where we say we love each other and everything is fine.
she has been, is, and always will be my rock. she supports me in everything i do and i wouldn’t be doing the things today if it was for her, in fact i wouldn’t be the person i am today if it wasn’t for her!
i love you mam, till the end of the world
i hate lying in bed just thinking and thinking.
sometimes i just wonder when will things actually work out.
can’t be arsed with this shit anymore.
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